my relationship with my bestfriend is kinda shaky right know. the thing is I love her, but she constantly hurt me. usually, I’m okay with that. but I don’t know, maybe because some ugly big thing just happened, I’m not okay anymore. It’s like a punch on my face when suddenly someone tell me to stand up because she thinks I forgive too easily. I yield too much.
deep inside I still love my bestfriend. really really love. my bestfriend. bestfriends.