here's my life <3
my relationship with my bestfriend is kinda shaky right know. the thing is I love her, but she constantly hurt me. usually, I’m okay with that. but I don’t know, maybe because some ugly big thing just happened, I’m not okay anymore. It’s like a punch on my face when suddenly someone tell me to stand up because she thinks I forgive too easily. I yield too much.
deep inside I still love my bestfriend. really really love. my bestfriend. bestfriends.
my blog is kinda full of sadness, hate, stupidity, and crap. but you know that’s just how I feel, that’s my story. if I have no one to talk to, I run up here.
so yeah..
this is my blog anyways, right ? *wink
Family
Sulap Sekzi
bracelet, my friend gave this to me. so cute..
sentosa singapore
hometown
I fall in love to a player.
Who make me as his toy. He lift me up, then he bring me down with another girl.
Then, I friendzoned a good guy.
I just can’t to-not-to return his kindness. At first it was like ‘yeah I like you’ but recently it become..ouh I don’t know.
He always updated about how he’s crazy about this girl. And how he wanna express his feelings. How can I not be feeling guilty ? Because I don’t like him. But he’s not just somebody else. He’s special.
And how bad am I google how to reject someone even when he doesn’t say it yet ?
Oh..I’m an evil.
currently, like right now, I’d like to hear
Payphone - Maroon 5
Summer Paradise - Coldplay
It reminds me to a time. Which I think it’s beautiful. And I want to do that again.
Dang it.
And yeah. Therefore you know I miss someone hehe
